Find it too hard to cope.
Hello,
Im very new here so im not sure if this is the right way to go about this, but i have reached a point in my life where i can hardly cope with myself anymore. Which is a sad thing i admit given i am only 18. Following a horrible accident when i was 16 that resulted in two broken femurs, 3 major surgeries to set the bones, and minor head injuries i suffer with PTSD and find everyday a struggle. My main problem i hope someone can help me with is with identity and confidence issues. My body has been through so much, i have lost muscle, lost weight, gained muscle, lost it again. Due to all the surgeries but then recoveries my body has changed appearance so often in just 2 years. I struggle with this alot. It sounds petty and i feel silly saying it, but now when i am fully recovered and strong, i just cant cope with the way my legs look. It causes me huge anguish and grief. Can anyone please help me overcome myself, i am stopping myself from enjoying life, i dont go out often, i struggle to eat healthily (i know i dont eat enough) but i still feel like i am not myself and dont look like myself anymore.
Thank you for your time….
Any help is much appreciated.