We're alive, we must be okay - right?
June 26,2007 is the day the will forever be etched into my brain. I wasn’t even running late for work or anything.. It was a gorgeous June morning, sunny, it was supposed to be almost 80 degrees that day. My children were getting along so well. My son wanted to wear a new outfit that day he was 3 1/2 at the time, specifically a muscle shirt and “cool” shorts. My daughter, only 18 months insisted on having a pajama day. She was just learning to talk, I remember thinking how wonderful it was that she could even communicate something like that. I work for a pharmaceutical company as a field sales rep so I loaded my stuff up from my home office, packed up the kids and we were on our way to get bagels before I dropped them off for the day. I remember seeing my neighbor Suzi walking her new puppy – too cute! I remember exactly what I was wearing, a brown floral print jersey dress, and a pair of nude heels I had just gotten. The morning was shaping up wonderfully. I drove my babies the same way I always do when I am stopping for bagels first, we had done it a million times. This time it was different. This time everything changed. The las thing I remembered seeing was a look over to my left and seeing a pontoon boat covered by a maroon boat cover, then all I remember is ‘this isn’t really happening’ ‘i have my babies’ ‘what is happening to my babies’ I saw the logo of her BMW seemingly in my face , I can still feel to this day my head turn along with my chest being knocked out of breathe from the impact. Everything went to the left. I remember the entire van being turned around and looking out my driviers window trying to yell, but only being able to gasp for help – from anybody – MY BABIES WERE IN THE CAR! At that moment I couldn’t get out, I was unable to turn around to fully see them, I couldn’t fully assess the situation. At that time, I knew I needed them OUT OF THE CAR it seemed so urgent to me. It was the scariest most difficult time in their life. They needed someone to be able to count on – I couldn’t protect them and I couldn’t save them now. I wanted to fix it fix it fixit. this is only the very beginning of our story i;ll fill in more later….